I am full of pain.
So full of it that my legs hurt, my arms hurt. The space between the bones in my fingers hurt.
I literally know what a broken heart feels like because mine aches with every beat.
I constantly think about Sawyer. What life should be right know, what life would be. It's a cruel cycle. And it never stops.
I want to be dead. I want to die. These are the things I think. This is my life.
2 comments:
One day at a time.
Sawyer is a baby angel and your little girl has someone dear watching over her.
You are a mom; that has not been lost.
One day at a time.
Life is much more precious; live.
I have been there... still am there sometimes. It feels like losing Owen should have killed me too... no one should have to live through burying their baby.
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