Tuesday, October 5, 2010


I remember when I gave a shit. When I woke up happy.

When things were "normal" and I didn't cry every.single.day.

How did any of this happen? How can it be four months? It's so fucked up.

I took Sadie to the park today. "Is she your only child?"

What do I say? No. Yes. Sort-of?

I say the truth - I have a son. Not had a son.

1 comment:

Jessica said...

(((hugs))) and much love to you momma! Loss of such magnitude down right sucks. No way around that... I wish none of us had to go through this. Thinking of you... <3