I'm almost 8 months pregnant now, and coming up on Sawyer's birthday and then the subsequent days until his death. My emotions are starting to really get the best of me, I feel raw, open. Exposed.
We have planned for his birthday, positive things - to celebrate his life.
The following days though? I think we are going to leave town with our daughter, maybe the beach.
I just wish we were all here, all of us together.
I have three children right now. Three. Yet, the entire world sees just one.