Tuesday, May 17, 2011

I have three children

I'm almost 8 months pregnant now, and coming up on Sawyer's birthday and then the subsequent days until his death. My emotions are starting to really get the best of me, I feel raw, open. Exposed.

We have planned for his birthday, positive things - to celebrate his life.

The following days though? I think we are going to leave town with our daughter, maybe the beach.

I just wish we were all here, all of us together.

I have three children right now. Three. Yet, the entire world sees just one.

1 comment:

jesshaydel said...

I found your blog through Ruths and I just wanted to tell you, that your inspiration to keep going and continue to have more children is amazing. You have a heart of gold, and I bless you in all your ways. You seem to be an amazing mother