Thursday, July 1, 2010

Last night was the first time in over four weeks that Erik and I went to bed without crying.

Part of me wonders how bad this is...

Am I a horrible mother for not continuing to mourn the death of my baby until the day I die? Because that's how I feel this morning.


SquirrelyMama said...

you are NOT a bad mom! Yes, you need to mourn, but you also need to live. Sawyer needs you to live for him!

I wanted to let you know that I was reading your blog, but didn't know how to respond to your previous posts. I'm glad that things are getting a little easier every day, I cried so much when I found out what you were going through.

Kristine said...

Not a bad mom at all. A very, very good mom. I mourn my daughter very much, but just sometimes run out of tears. Big hugs.